MY MUSINGS!!! PART ONE MILLION

April 8 2014

OKAY... I HAVE BEEN chewing on this ALL weekend.  

I am very open on all social media website. I am not shy about it. I am a people person. I do not 

do the lone wolf thing well.  My father and Mother  do  the lone wolf thing, alpha male sub 

servant female thing quite well.  I do not. I never have done it well.  

I was raised in a quaint small town america. I am very proud of it.  NO SHAME IN THAT 

GAME!! 

We lived in a ranch style house 10 miles from the center of town.  Where all the my schoolmates 

lived.  They all lived in town and I lived in God's Country.  It took 30 minutes to get to town. So 

when we moved down here, HALLELUJAH  

Okay so I made a simply request to connect with a person I had a very friendly/PLATONIC 

PROFESSIONAL   relationship with while we both attended university.  I OBVIOUSLY made the 

mistake of letting or NOT MAKING THE MISTAKE, of letting said person leave a major city. 

Said person was out of there before I knew what happened.  

Fast forward 3 months, I am in a very negative space mentally, not like now.  I find out via

AMAZON.COM ON SAID REGISTRY  that said person was hooking up PERMANENTLY. 

WITHOUT telling me.  

GIVING, me the common courtesy said person was hooking up permanently.  I did not get a 

one line email. You know they have a amazing machine, it is  a computer software actually. 

That if you can you can write an email.  Or I know even better Thomas Alva Edison invented 

the telephone. You that device, that produces sound on the other end if you talk into it.  It is a 

WONDERFUL device.  It really truly is.  

SAID PERSON, did not do the TRADITIONAL THING NO Said person got permenantely hook up

to a ball and chain at a 10K RACE, with 30,000 YES, THIRTHY THOUSAND, of their closets 

friends.  


SO AGAIN FAST FORWARD 10 YEARS.  NONE OF THESES SOCIAL WEBSITE WERE 

INVENTED YET!!! 

THE MAIN REASON SAID PERSON IS HAVING A VERY HARD TIME DEALING WITH

SAID PERSON PERMANENT HOOK UP IS SO INSECURE.  

NOW I WILL GRANT THEM ONE ASPECT OF NOT PERMANENTLY HOOK UP WITH

ME.  SAID PERSON HAS HAD AN INCREDIBLE LIFE, SAID PERSON HAS TRAVELED 

TO DUBAI, UNITED ERITE AMERITES, JAPAN, AND THE CARIBBEAN.  

I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT IN ALL MY HEART I COULD HAVE GIVEN HIM HALF OF 

THAT.  

MY PARENTS ARE THE OTHER HALF OF THE EQUATION.  HE NEVER LIKE THEM.

HIS COMMENT TO ME ONE DAY DURING ONE OF OUR CLASSES WAS YOUR 

PARENTS ARE ULTRA CONSERVATIVE!!! 

THAT IS ANOTHER BLOG.  

THE ONLY REASON THEY ARE PERMANENTLY THE OTHER PERSON HAS MORE 

FINANCIAL STABILITY THAN I DID AT THE TIME.  

SECOND REASON SHE IS A CLONE A EXACT CLONE OF SAID PERSON FORMER 

INTEREST IN A MAJOR CITY ON THE WEST COAST OF THE GULF OF MEXICO