April 8 2014
OKAY... I HAVE BEEN chewing on this ALL weekend.
I am very open on all social media website. I am not shy about it. I am a people person. I do not
do the lone wolf thing well. My father and Mother do the lone wolf thing, alpha male sub
servant female thing quite well. I do not. I never have done it well.
I was raised in a quaint small town america. I am very proud of it. NO SHAME IN THAT
GAME!!
We lived in a ranch style house 10 miles from the center of town. Where all the my schoolmates
lived. They all lived in town and I lived in God's Country. It took 30 minutes to get to town. So
when we moved down here, HALLELUJAH
Okay so I made a simply request to connect with a person I had a very friendly/PLATONIC
PROFESSIONAL relationship with while we both attended university. I OBVIOUSLY made the
mistake of letting or NOT MAKING THE MISTAKE, of letting said person leave a major city.
Said person was out of there before I knew what happened.
Fast forward 3 months, I am in a very negative space mentally, not like now. I find out via
AMAZON.COM ON SAID REGISTRY that said person was hooking up PERMANENTLY.
WITHOUT telling me.
GIVING, me the common courtesy said person was hooking up permanently. I did not get a
one line email. You know they have a amazing machine, it is a computer software actually.
That if you can you can write an email. Or I know even better Thomas Alva Edison invented
the telephone. You that device, that produces sound on the other end if you talk into it. It is a
WONDERFUL device. It really truly is.
SAID PERSON, did not do the TRADITIONAL THING NO Said person got permenantely hook up
to a ball and chain at a 10K RACE, with 30,000 YES, THIRTHY THOUSAND, of their closets
friends.
SO AGAIN FAST FORWARD 10 YEARS. NONE OF THESES SOCIAL WEBSITE WERE
INVENTED YET!!!
THE MAIN REASON SAID PERSON IS HAVING A VERY HARD TIME DEALING WITH
SAID PERSON PERMANENT HOOK UP IS SO INSECURE.
NOW I WILL GRANT THEM ONE ASPECT OF NOT PERMANENTLY HOOK UP WITH
ME. SAID PERSON HAS HAD AN INCREDIBLE LIFE, SAID PERSON HAS TRAVELED
TO DUBAI, UNITED ERITE AMERITES, JAPAN, AND THE CARIBBEAN.
I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT IN ALL MY HEART I COULD HAVE GIVEN HIM HALF OF
THAT.
MY PARENTS ARE THE OTHER HALF OF THE EQUATION. HE NEVER LIKE THEM.
HIS COMMENT TO ME ONE DAY DURING ONE OF OUR CLASSES WAS YOUR
PARENTS ARE ULTRA CONSERVATIVE!!!
THAT IS ANOTHER BLOG.
THE ONLY REASON THEY ARE PERMANENTLY THE OTHER PERSON HAS MORE
FINANCIAL STABILITY THAN I DID AT THE TIME.
SECOND REASON SHE IS A CLONE A EXACT CLONE OF SAID PERSON FORMER
INTEREST IN A MAJOR CITY ON THE WEST COAST OF THE GULF OF MEXICO
