MY MUSINGS!!! PART ONE MILLION

April 8 2014

OKAY... I HAVE BEEN chewing on this ALL weekend.  

I am very open on all social media website. I am not shy about it. I am a people person. I do not 

do the lone wolf thing well.  My father and Mother  do  the lone wolf thing, alpha male sub 

servant female thing quite well.  I do not. I never have done it well.  

I was raised in a quaint small town america. I am very proud of it.  NO SHAME IN THAT 

GAME!! 

We lived in a ranch style house 10 miles from the center of town.  Where all the my schoolmates 

lived.  They all lived in town and I lived in God's Country.  It took 30 minutes to get to town. So 

when we moved down here, HALLELUJAH  

Okay so I made a simply request to connect with a person I had a very friendly/PLATONIC 

PROFESSIONAL   relationship with while we both attended university.  I OBVIOUSLY made the 

mistake of letting or NOT MAKING THE MISTAKE, of letting said person leave a major city. 

Said person was out of there before I knew what happened.  

Fast forward 3 months, I am in a very negative space mentally, not like now.  I find out via

AMAZON.COM ON SAID REGISTRY  that said person was hooking up PERMANENTLY. 

WITHOUT telling me.  

GIVING, me the common courtesy said person was hooking up permanently.  I did not get a 

one line email. You know they have a amazing machine, it is  a computer software actually. 

That if you can you can write an email.  Or I know even better Thomas Alva Edison invented 

the telephone. You that device, that produces sound on the other end if you talk into it.  It is a 

WONDERFUL device.  It really truly is.  

SAID PERSON, did not do the TRADITIONAL THING NO Said person got permenantely hook up

to a ball and chain at a 10K RACE, with 30,000 YES, THIRTHY THOUSAND, of their closets 

friends.  


SO AGAIN FAST FORWARD 10 YEARS.  NONE OF THESES SOCIAL WEBSITE WERE 

INVENTED YET!!! 

THE MAIN REASON SAID PERSON IS HAVING A VERY HARD TIME DEALING WITH

SAID PERSON PERMANENT HOOK UP IS SO INSECURE.  

NOW I WILL GRANT THEM ONE ASPECT OF NOT PERMANENTLY HOOK UP WITH

ME.  SAID PERSON HAS HAD AN INCREDIBLE LIFE, SAID PERSON HAS TRAVELED 

TO DUBAI, UNITED ERITE AMERITES, JAPAN, AND THE CARIBBEAN.  

I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT IN ALL MY HEART I COULD HAVE GIVEN HIM HALF OF 

THAT.  

MY PARENTS ARE THE OTHER HALF OF THE EQUATION.  HE NEVER LIKE THEM.

HIS COMMENT TO ME ONE DAY DURING ONE OF OUR CLASSES WAS YOUR 

PARENTS ARE ULTRA CONSERVATIVE!!! 

THAT IS ANOTHER BLOG.  

THE ONLY REASON THEY ARE PERMANENTLY THE OTHER PERSON HAS MORE 

FINANCIAL STABILITY THAN I DID AT THE TIME.  

SECOND REASON SHE IS A CLONE A EXACT CLONE OF SAID PERSON FORMER 

INTEREST IN A MAJOR CITY ON THE WEST COAST OF THE GULF OF MEXICO 

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE!!! :) AND NEW SHOES!!!

APRIL 4 2014

I JUST ORDERED SOME NEW SHOES!!! AND WHEN I GET PICTURES I WILL POST THEM.

New car, nine months old, Happy Birthday to my new car!!! You look terrific, you run like the day I

got you off the Ford Lot, I keep you full of fuel, You keep running and keep me safe on the roads

from terrible drivers!!!

NEW CLOTHES, NEW DRESSES, NEW ME!!!

APRIL 5, 2014


SATURDAY, APRIL 4 2014

Recently I bought some new clothes, I am almost to my goal weight.  So I naturally bought some new

clothes.  Which I love, which I think I look fabulous!!!

  Those are the dresses above.  I love them!!! It shows my curves, my wait line and the pink print is my

favorite.  Those who chose to pass me by on the game of love. YOUR LOSS!!! I am happy.

I have all the love I need.  I am secure in whom I am. Whom I will be WITHOUT YOUR SORRY

ASS. YES, YOU WORK FOR THE BIG BROTHER!!! In case you haven't taken notice your new wife

if the clone of your former girl friend who you lived with.  She is a clone with a different name.  I can't

help it if you are so insecure with your self that you think I would want to connect with you again after

all these years. The only reason I chose to do it was a professional platonic bases.  If you truly truly

believe I wanted more. You are more insecure that I ever thought you were.  Tho you pranced around

like a peacock with your tail sticking straight out!!!

I am very very happy in whom I am!!!

Monday Morning :)

Good morning all,

I have not exactly been faithful to this blog.  I keep forgetting to update and post.  My life is crazy.

There are not enough hours in the day.  Today chores list includes, mopping the floor, re making the

beds and then my LEAST favorite thing is vacuuming.  I don't know why I don't like it.  I just do not

like it.  

Time for me to get going.

How many of you like As seen on TV products? and if so what is your favorite one?

I think my favorite one is the chillow...

Another overcast day in paradise

January 4,  2014

Second day of overcast day here in paradise.  Its a good day to stay inside of watch movies.  Which is what I think I am going to do.  

That and do laundry.  Saturday is my day to do laundry. Monday is mom's day. Tuesday is grocery store day and Wednesday or Thursday I try and get dad's laundry done.  So I have Friday and Saturday to do errands in town or just take it easy.  Depending on the week, I try to stick to the same thing.  

I think I may go get a pizza for lunch.  Mom likes pizza for lunch.  Or we just may stay in and have soup.  

I don't think I have ever seen it this overcast here in paradise for 3 consecutive days.  I am beginning to believe that at the sun has forgotten that Florida nick name is the "Sunshine State"  Next week is supposed to get colder.  I don't think my hibiscus bushes in the front will survive such cold temps.  I hope so.  

I haven't been too good on my new "lifestyle change" I don't know what to do to increase my metabolic rate which is what we all know will increase weight loss.  Its not easy going from what you are use to doing to doing something different.  

Until later

Peace and Blessings :)

Syonara 2013, Hola 2014

As we end 2013... We welcome in 2014

As I sit here contemplating what happened in the year of our Lord 2013. I just hope I do not have to revisit it EVER again. If you have been following my blog you know what I mean.

I tried to be a better person to those around me in 2013.  I hope I succeed.  I try my best everyday to do the right thing.

Just a little recap for those of you that follow this blog,

January 2013, January 14, 2013 to be exact. My Dad had a heart attack.  Suffice to say he spent 2 weeks in HCA Blake Hospital.  I went faithfully every day sometimes 2 to visit him.  Then he spent the next 2 weeks in a Rehab facility out in the don books of town.

Feb 16 2013 Saw Dad coming home, un be knowest to me he signed himself out of said rehab.  He walked out no walker no wheel chair nothing.  I drove him home and did so happily.

July 3,2013 Saw a new car for myself, a new Ford Focus SE, It's a very nice car.  It was an early birthday present from my folks.  

September 1 2013, Mom faints in the morning.  Has not happened since but would love to know why it happened.

October, November and December have been relatively quite.  I have joined a few dating sites but as of yet nothing.  I think I am going to unsubscribe after the new year.  I am not having the type of luck I would like too at meeting people.

I am going to try to blog more in 2014.

Peace and Blessings to all.

Dec 25 2013  Merry Christmas and A very Happy 2014

As the song "Sunny and 75" that is exactly what it is here in paradise :) 
 


I should post more.  It just my life is not that all exciting.  I am still attempting to lose the last 25 pounds.  I have switched milks.  I know drink Almond milk. It is not that bad.  I don't deprive my self of the foods I like.  I only eat one pancake instead of 2 or 3.  And I freeze the remaining pancakes for later.  

For a very early Birthday present, My parents purchased for me a 2013 Ford Focus.  It is very different than the Dodge Neon.  Ford designers put things in different places than dodge. But I am getting used to it.  


It is incredible the things you forget if you don't use them.  Just recently I downloaded amazon cloud music server.  I found some pretty Christmas Carols. Now if I am able to put them on a CD I will be golden.  

I am refining my cooking skills more and more.  I enjoy making meatloaf, Mac and Cheese is my favorite.  Baking is also a favorite past time of mine.  My three staples in the baking department are Chocolate Chip, Oatmeal Raisin, and a very easy Shortbread/Sugar Cookie that I bake.  

I have signed up for a couple of dating site.  I don't think I am going to find my soul mate. Maybe I am not supposed to find him.  It would be nice to grow older with someone.  

I think my biggest fear is growing older alone.  I think I am not alone in that endeavor.  
If I am supposed to find him that will be terrific. But if I don't I am fine with it also.